Saturday, December 12, 2009

i won my very first dota match yesterday.

even though my opponent helped me like mad till he forgot about his own character, ending up being killed by my CREEPS and my hero. XD he was also playing without his mouse and keep showing me where that hidden shop was.

even so, im proud of myself.
AKU BANGGA.

cos, i really tapaued mr. civil engineer. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
ok lah. but thanks for helping ok? LOL.
and thanks to cf for creating my garena for me. WOOTS.

now, apyac time!

my pm yesterday was :
mr. civil engineer thinks that im the MAN. pls justify that statement (or smth like dat lah)


guess what i got today? all d way from russia.

| - Др Чев Чанг Фу - | The whole crowd goes so loud. He opens his mouth but the words won't come out. says (3:14 AM):
*lol y u so man?
*HAHAHAHAHA

| - Др Чев Чанг Фу - | The whole crowd goes so loud. He opens his mouth but the words won't come out. says (3:14 AM):
*haha mr civil engineer bullying u eh
*rofl




DENG.
DIE LA U MR CIVIL ENGINEER.
i train hard hard den TAPAU u in dota.

someone create garena account for me. HEH! *bo syiok*


btw, im NOT man.
or the man.
or watever thats related to man lah!


Friday, December 11, 2009

yay, its d hk update again!
and its d 5th post today! =/

DAY 5


we woke up pretty late. hehe.
what was for lunch? those instant noodles we bought a few days before.
hk ada banyak variety!



XO seafood. hehe.



taste : average.



spicy pork chop.




this one super yummy. I LIKE.



baru bangun. sigh.


took the MTR to Tsim Sha Tsui(TST) to visit the Avenue of Stars.



you can see THIS from the av. of stars. its where the light show takes place every night too.



i think i have a similar pic from marina bay, sg but it doesnt have those SKYSCRAPERS behind me.



loadza handprints of stars =) i know quite a couple of them LOL.



our very own michelle yeoh!



now, take a wild guess. what's in that tram? hm....baby? the answer shall be revealed shortly.

oh and i bought myself hiking shoes for RM100 oni. WAH, CHEAP SIAL. saw d same one in msia for Rm300-ish when i wanted to buy for mt kk.
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the HK experience.



please follow the traffic.



please follow the directions.

yup, practically everywhere is divided into two. human traffic yo!


two going up, one coming down.


in the MTR :



wah! got lights! whee whee!



got arrows to show the direction that you're heading for!



and which way to exit!

malaysia, truly fail. sigh.



the secret to why i didnt get lost in hk.



travelators! btw, ini bukan airport!
everyone is using d travelator and no one is walking. are hongkese lazy?
NO! cos they WALK on travelators too! or mayb run.
gila chase time like sial.
not only that, they keep to the right of travelators/escalators to give way to those who are rushing. good habit betul.

the first time i saw this, i remembered chern saying that we should sell the idea of having travelators in mid valley/ou and earn big bucks. manatau, hk sudah ada. msia is so backward =/

oh one more thing!



their escalators move FASTER than msia's escalators! omg. like twice or thrice the speed.
i nearly tripped when i used it for d first time. now that i've returned, using the escalator in OU seems soooo slow....BUT.....I LOVE IT. so nice being a tortoise actually.


now, what was really in that tram at TST?



THIS.
ITS A DOG. WADDACRAP? they get nicer trams than ME wei.
crazy hk ppl. everytime u see a dog in a tram, u'll definitely see a couple pushing it.
dogs = substitute for babies.


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dinner was at mcD. i know, the meal for day 5 aint that healthy haha.



i had this. BEST. BURGER. IN. MCD.



its nicer than fillet o' fish. im SERIOUS. i cant believe im saying that.



i like the box.



it was average.


dessert!



tastes exactly like the sundae in msia, only BIGGER and with NUTS.




this is Mcflurry with M&Ms. I WAS ADDICTED TO IT. mana pergi see mcd, den beli.
SOOO SOO NICEEEEE. msia takde =(

after makan. SHOPPING!



omg. ALL OUTLET SHOPS. means....CHEAPP!!




CHEEAPPPPP! i din buy though. aunt bought =(


crashed. so tired. dat was day 5.

omg, im going out now. YAY.
liberty. but this is mad.


this is my 2nd post of d day.
shows how sad i am.
stop telling me that its a FRIDAY NIGHT.

my grandma always asks me the same question whenever she sees me home.

grandma : today never go out ar?
jess : no / went out adi

today, she asked that question TWICE.

grandma : today never go out ar?
jess : no
grandma : today never go out meh???
jess : no.

i feel pathetic much.

sis : HAHAHA SOMEONE SO SAD. its a FRIDAY NIGHT and ur home.

wah, if someone says that again, i'll stab you myself.


and i tot my family wants me home.
and yay to 400th post!

its a friday night.
but, im home.

that's the result of staying up until ungodly hours almost every night.
i felt lethargic, almost close to being sick. catching a sorethroat and fever to be exact. 3 hrs of deep sleep did a good job and now i've ended up rotting at home cos i din attend APYAC. dang.

i need to get this system outta my head.

for me, sleeping early is a waste of time. so i'll end up staying up waiting for the meteor to fall on earth, staring blankly at the computer screen waiting for...nothing to come up or just sitting down day dreaming.

talk about unproductive. sleeping early is a waste of time? hypocrite much.
sleeping LATE is a waste of time.

i need something, or someone to correct my biological clock.
something to beat me up if my eyes are still open at 4am, or someone to sing me a lullaby and convincing me to sleep with his/her soft voice (gosh, no im not bi).



i love jang geun suk voice.
so warm and....sigh.
makes my heart move a lil.

this is d one he sang to go mi nyu on stage to find for her since he has night blindness.
its nice for someone to look out for u even though u cant see them.
*sigh*

pictures from suwen are here! =D
fast rite! (thanks to the catalyst : me)

anyhoo, i reli wonder why did they name it sepang gold coast.

jess : eh wanna go sepang gold coast?
vince : u con me ar? sepang is not in gold coast!

=/
cant they be anymore original?


ate dinner!



fried sotong. omg i love this.



ikan pari bakar. we get one each! =D
eating this with the chili they gave....wah, it was nice.
su wen is obsessed with d chili.



kangkung belacan.

only rm36 for everything with rice. quite ok lah d price. hehe.

after dinner, we walked along the beach.
found someone to take a pic for us LOL.



3 of us. HEEE.


random is fun.
but random is tiring too =(
it was planned the NIGHT before it. time to rest.

went for apyac night concert today.
it was good. there was some indonesian band performed =) sooo, we dangdut-ed. (yes the dance!)

not only that, mike pilavachi was SO FUNNY. like omg. funny funnny funny.
so, no sleep in sermon! woots! =D

su wen and joel temaned me! 2 nites in a row(for suwen)! wah. madness.

ONG SU WEN, TQ SO MUCH FOR DRIVING ME THESE TWO NIGHTS =D
UR NOT THAT SLOW (with me around) heheheehe.


it was NIGHT BADMINTON AGAIN!
this time with alex KANG, aaron, alwin, yean ling and jen. SU WEN DIN PLAY heh!
alex and aaron.....super fascinating wei they play. so pro.

went to murni's for my super late dinner with su su, yean, jen and alex. met up with EIGEN TING (OMGOSH so lama tak nampak dat dude) and chee yip. SAMAD meets DU people lol.
and there was this feat between TAYLORS and HELP students. boo taylors! hee.

btw, no pics cos i tot i lost my memory card. mana tau, its buried inside my bag =/

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now, im back.
its 2am.

i should not come back so late everyday HEH.
and tabur and broga is postponed. sigh.
COS no time and too dangerous for sunrise. aku emo.

and while i was bathing, emmeline called.
dat girl blackmailed me to go out on saturday NIGHT. when my flight is gonna be at 8am on sunday. i didnt want to =(

jess : u want the same thing to happen again?! going out d nite b4 macau?
emme : YES! i dun care, ur coming. im not asking you. im taking it as a confirmation.

wah, emme so ganas T.T

i feel like going for apyac tomorrow. and mayb saturday.
WAH. anyone teman??

Thursday, December 10, 2009

what have i been up to?
HEH. catching up with friends.
sigh, but too many friends, too lil cash, too lil time. =(


went out with manda panda yesterday to OU! =D
omg i've not seen her for...2 years? and she's suppose to be my STANDARD 1 BEST FRIEND!



Amanda Koay Su Ling.

what we did? we I ate at Dragon-I since 2pm.
we were still there are 3pm.
and 4pm.
called for d bill at 5pm.

LOL! d waiter must be hating us. XD
we had 2 years of catching up to do.
so funny lah. =D
it great hanging out with girlfriends. i miss them. CHARITY NG JEN YI! ur missing out!

i brought my dslr and canon ixus BUT no memory card. FAIL MOU.
panda had to leave at 5.30pm so she dropped me off to shop alone.
yay i shopped. no yay, im broke.

after that suwen came to pick me up from ou to head for SEPANG GOLD COAST!
BUT, our beloved gan hock soon FFKED us. dang.
good thing vince was around to follow us =)
but it was a random group of friends. vince and suwen. LOL.

we found our way to the destination without knowing where it was! navigation WIN!
rewarded with good and cheap (i think) seafood, a beach, and loadza stars in the sky.
we thought we saw a constellation hehe.
photos will be up when SLOWen uploads.

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this is the time where the people from the land down under comes UP.
and when the come UP, they come with CHOCOLATES. ZOMG!



thanks yung!



i tapau-ed d whole timtam double coat home. HEAVENLY.

went to yippie cup @ ss2 with the mamak gang to collect those chocs.



bubble tea. okok ni lah. inti's one better.



super salty kung po chicken. YUCKS. doubt we'll be visiting yippie cup anytime soon.



i think ur also allowed to peep in yippie cup. to you all pervs, yippie cup ur area lah. HEH!


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after my piano rehearsal, reuben fetched me to yung's crib.
we were...umm......3 hrs late? woots!

why do i like to bbq with samadians?
cos we have a few dedicated people who would bbq for EVERYONE.

PROOF
yung's bbq = alwin (tq very much wei! =D )
cx's bbq = cx and julian i think. d rest were playing cards IN d hse.
jul's bbq = julian and alia?
scouts bbq = d juniors.

i nvr had to bbq at all. makan oni. until i came to inti....wtheck, frisbee gathering bbq have to do myself. EESH! XD

i tot i hilang my camera. so all these were from yung's hp.



bbq pit! LOL. food was darn delicious, especially d PRAWN and BEEF.
thanks to those marinators (got such word?) who came early =)



seng, me, reu. sry la reu, even photoshop cant help u. LOL. (inside joke HAHAAHAA)



group pic!
jian ,jen, reu, seng, alwin, tommy, me, jy, alwin, vince. JEN'S FACE GOT BLOCKED! AIKS.



only a chicken between them.



finished up by cleaning up d plates. HAHA! me and reu washed outside. the others INSIDE.
sooo crowded.

headed for mamak after that. bbq can nvr fill our stomachs. hee!


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shen's bday @ marche, curve.

dad dropped me at his hse.
he fetched me to curve. lol. late as usual.


nini, shen, me. wth he gained weight! XD



me nini vid. omg. bad hair day sial.



ate grilled dory fillet. hoho. its not bad.
i had rm1 scones too. AHAHA. but its good. like seriously.

other pics are with nini. XD

malas-ing now.
should i go for apyac night concert?
should i go for tabur or broga hill?

crap lah. so busy =(

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

lex - Have heart my dear, We're bound to be afraid says (12:27 AM):
*sureeeeeeeeeeee
*eh how's the boyfrien anyway



„ø¤º°¨- λLwḮИ-™¨°º¤ø„ :| says (12:01 AM):
*y still single wan u
*XD


Kenny
sweet
bila nak kerja la
and wheres that boyfriend of yours
all d same day.
i mean, same NIGHT.
DUN EMO-KAN ME OK.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

and....lets begin.
with artists.



wait. he's jet li or bruce lee ar? hmmm.



michelle yeoh. stunning. i look darn kayu here.




nicole kidman is soo BEAUTIFUL and TALL. ZOMG!




sorry lah. i got between bragelina. who should i pick? hmm...




naomi campbell looks. so. fake.



trying to copy but failed much.



no, im not a fan of gay kau.



cecilia chung looks like pocahontas.




wooolaalaa. eddie murphy pun ada! =D



ayumi hamasaki is so pweedy.


i saw a stage.
IT WAS MEANT FOR TAKING PICTURES.
of course rite?? if not why isit there for??

HENCE,



take 2.



take 4.

pls treasure it. EVERYONE was staring at me =( i think my muka quite tebal adi.




you know how much i adore koreans =) even though this one is not that cute. HEH.


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moving on, popular figures!



princess diana =)



british queen for a day.



dont. mess. with. me. oh that's saddam hussein. LOL.



mahatma gandhi!




OHKAY. MY LOOKALIKE. during Camp '06. (inside joke)
sighs. wrong pose =/ HITLER FTW!




seducing inspiring shakespeare.
''thou art my love''....



einstein : JESS, study baik baik ya.
jess : OK sensei!



jess: very hard lah. i dun understand ur theories.
einstein : so easy peasy oni. how can duno??



jess : but...but.....I REALLY DUN PAHAM LAHH T.T



ex-favourite composer! loved him till i was grade 8 lol.
wolfgang amadeus mozart. born in salzburg, austria. birthday : 27th January (SAME AS ME). =D



nooo!!! the portrait is stealing mua bag!!



muehehehe. revenge time.




CEHHH. u think astro boy soo chun isit?



ASTROGIRL BETTER! more powderful AND taller. HEH!



crap. i look horrible with d wig. flicked d costume from d rack.
ppl staring AGAIN. grah u people!



''ahh, my skirt'', says jessica monroe. really got wind blowing from d bottom wei!



wah, both so yeng. i like.



showing tiger woods my skill. he looks tensed.



*pushes victoria away*



deng xiao ping. ah, so that was how he looked like.



jealous mou. ronaldinho.



fuh.



yay bush



yay me.



i look awesome as a singer.




can someone give me a ride like that too? *wishes*



yao ming so tall. *aaahhhh*



RIP MJ.



beatles baybeh!



pls dun ask me why i did this.



attempting to pull his pants down. what are those strings there for then?



attempting to caress his tummeh.




teng teng teng!




i ran outta pose and no props. sigh. anita mui btw.

thats all. its tiring posing.
but good thing that the crowd wasnt too bad that day =)
can take without queuing for long. hehe.


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on a random note, i officially checked out from my room today.
BYE BYE INTI!
but i belum withraw =/
why?
cos i left my cds at home. DANG MOU.

Year 12 results are expected to be released
during the week commencing 14 December.
Office of the SACE Board will confirm this in a media release at the beginning of that week.
Keep checking this page for the latest information about results.


i'll be in penang that time.
FML.


T.T im so nervous. i shall forget ANU for now. sigh.
min TER : 97.3
FML again.

Lord, pls pls pls let me get more than 97.3 =( =(


Monday, December 7, 2009

i guess i better update before it piles up again lol.

2nd day in Hong Kong.

waking up in HK makes u feel tired and lazy cos u'll feel lazy to go through d rush. HEH.
woke up around 10-ish and breakfast was dimsum! =D



pakai baju semua. i heart d weather there....so cold. good for skin. NO MAKEUP AT ALL (not that i put always). ini picture tulen. all d rest oso tulen. no eyeliner, no concealer. WHEE!



ready to go! i was holding a map lol. HK's map is a lil hard to learn compared to macau.
roads were LONGER (like 5x) and more complicated.


walked to mongkok MTR to meet up with my aunt's friend. he's malaysian but working in hongkong as an auditor with Ernst and Young. i wanna work with EY too, or pricewaterhouse but my aunt say quite hectic working with them =S



this is mongkok MTR. the stream of ppl never ends. like NEVERR.
ppl walk so fast. so many ppl. omg. headache.



this is my handy MTR guide. we took d train to Admiralty station.



dimsum place. its like sum restaurant. forgot to check name.



awesome siu mai. dim sum tastes different in hk. BIGGER and BETTER.



more dimsum. we ordered alot but i din take many pics. nanti my aunt's friend think im a jakun from forest nvr eat dimsum b4.



SUPER NICE DESSERT. I LIKE.

btw, their char siew pau is frigging delicious. im not exactly a crazy fan of char siew pau but i ate 3! shows how nice it was.



tau foo far with sum weird sugar. i dun like.


i think d bill went quite high. but fear not. hehehehehe.
after eating, we went up to victoria's peak.

walked all d way from admiralty to central then to victoria's peak.
my aunt's friend, denis walks SUPER FAST. his girlfriend too (she's from Spore working in EY too, eeks). i was wearing boots with heels. feel my pain.



the minimum HKD10mill apartments on victoria peak



many ppl walking around.



the peak tram! yes, we needa take a tram up to the peak.
2nd tram experience. 1st in penang lol.



oh, these are trams (the bus kind). works using cables. lol!



sample display @ d peak tram. madame tussauds waxes! that visit will have a blog post on its own. too.many. pics.



while waiting for the tram.

we managed to get cheap combo tix for d tram and madame tussaud wax museum. good ah =)



the HK tram is faster and cooler than the one in penang! it has aircond system lol. faster? DUH, its HK. oh, its STEEPER too. seats are nice. very organised too....they'll only open d door at d other side after every1 from d previous trip has gotten out.



view from the tram.


transported safely.



the peak tower! that's the highest point up there. the observation deck.
however, no time to kunjung =( needa pay too.



dogs up there!! ARE SO CUTE.



the alternative to peak tower.



free view from where i was standing.



and this too. ah, too civilised.



more free sights. lol.



staying on top of a hill would be but its gonna be a real hassel.
it wasnt really cold that day. hotter than macau, even on top.
according to locals, the freezing weather occured last week, when the monsoon hit HK (was in macau that time).


me, sis and aunt went into madame tussauds wax museum while denis + gf chilled out at pacific coffee (as famous as starbucks). u can see it almost everywhere. no coffee bean or san fran though.

it was dark after wax museum.



while waiting for the tram. quite pretty rite. they have a daily light show that u can watch from avenue of stars =) FOC!



reached the bottom and we started walking...and walking....and walking....



i forgot wat was this building called. hmm...

continued walking......



we pass PRADA.



LV.



pass by ifc mall. the tallest building in hk. International Financial Centre. they have IFC1, IFC2 and IFC mall in d middle =)



pretty.



found ourselves at the ferry terminal to cross over from hongkong island to the kowloon side.
oh did u noe that the MTR goes UNDERWATER to connect hk island and kowloon?
AWESOME I TELL U. why wont malaysia learn?



circle of breast friends.



ferry ride! very spacious =)



you get to see the whole of hk island's skyscrapers from the ferry!



tada!



pretty lights.



the kowloon side.


arrived at Tsim Sha Tsui (TST), another place for high end goods.



Chanel.

and u'll see Esprit, Prada, LV, and Chow Tai Fook(jewellery shop) all repeating themselves.
smth abt hk, they have more than one of the same store on the same STREET.
shows how long their streets are.




took a minibus to mongkok cos our legs were DYING.
minibuses are scary. u'll need to scream to the driver when u're near ur destination.
''kor tou teng lah si kei!''.
wth, my canton so lapuk. how can i take a bus on my on?? its not like i'll noe it when i reach rite....



WOW. WAT A QUEUE. wait....we were suppose to join that queue too!



sum mat salleh came by and asked , ''heyy what are all of u queuing for??'' *looks curious*
me : oh, for food *laughs*
mat salleh : SOOO ITS FOR FOOD HUH? well, good luck queuing then! and enjoy ur food! *laughs*

he found it hilarious.

i found it crazy.

remember boots?
my feet was hurting like mad and my shoes started to turn wet.
i became darn paranoid and tot that my toes were bleeding or smth.
yes, it was THAT bad.



the culpirit.

d wait became more bearable with the presence of cute hk dudes. there was one in front of me. LOL! i stole frequent glances at him and HE DID THE SAME TOO OMG. BLISS.



claims to have one of the best claypot dish around.



after 1 hr and 15 mins of WAITING.
this??? neh. good soup =)
dat DUDE was sitting at d NEXT table. lololololol!




THE BEST.
oyster =) i think its called or chian in msia.



MAIN DISH.
claypot chicken with salted fish. me and sis shared but cudnt finish. too full O.o


Food Expenditure : NIL. (omg free food! heh. denis belanja-ed every meal. happy mou!)

Others : around HKD190 for madame tussauds and peak tram. HKD26 for a shirt.

suwen says (1:19 AM):
*if got hot guys i'll ask them to hike in my garden la
*share with you meh?


HIKE HER GARDEN. I KESIAN THE HOT GUYS WEI. LOL!!


suwen says (1:20 AM):
*ive always wanted to be a stand up comedian
*:D

*oiiiiiiiiii!!!
*and btw im still in help

J e s s . says (1:20 AM):
*HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHAHA
*i noe.

suwen says (1:20 AM):
*so you've seen the guys in help so you know la


that is my friend, slowen.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

aaron just asked me about my SAM TER expectations.
i said im not expecting and will take whatever that comes.

after 18 years of my life, i've learnt that hope isnt a very good thing.
its more like living in a land of illusion and dreams.
once bedtime is over, you'll fall....and boy that fall will be real hard.

university, grades, guys or anything at all...
i'll try to stop hoping, so that i wouldnt get hurt again.

however,
in the midst of all these things, there's always a tiny room for hope.
means there is more room for hurt.

so what's the solution?


i guess i've forgotten that i can place my hope in prayers.
if its not answered, mayb its just not God's will and there are better things in store for me.
now, thats an awakening.
for me, at least.


its over.
and.....

playing the piano is even more tiring than playing SPORTS.
yes, including ULTIMATE =S
im drained out, physically and mentally. gah.

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rehearsal #2

went over to teacher's place for a 2nd rehearsal with another 2 of her students.
as i was about to bow, i couldnt contain it in any longer.
i started laughing =S
my teacher was observing my expression d whole time and started laughing too lol.

''im feeling very overwhelmed,'' says me.

my teacher told the rest, ''oh, she's this kind of person.....umm.....*starts finding for words* hyper (wow, thats me!), eh not hyper lah (no meh?)....umm.....HOT BLOODED (wtcrap? wat does she mean by that???).


that piece was 23 pages and 10 mins long.
so once u start playing the first chord, its no turning back.
and so many different emotions are being played in that 10 mins.....and yeah. it was a relief =)
running notes were good, clarity was there.
i was satisfied.

teacher : this girl here ar, hasnt been practising for 1/2 a year cos of college.
student : what?? why is she not pursuing a music course??
teacher : YA LA! thats why! i've been telling her..

that convo strucked my thoughts...
i wouldnt mind majoring in music...but, when i tot about the competition out there...
FORGET IT LAH. other ppl 999009099x better =/
and i can never practise for more than an hr.

but, piano is something that i will keep very close to heart till the end.
this recital made me realised that even ultimate frisbee comes number 2.
how?
i chose not to attend the ultimate connexion invitational tourney to prepare my mind for d next day lol.


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recital day.


shiet.
im d last performer again...
but duno why it felt really bad this time.
mayb its because im playing chopin, and that composer squeeze d hell outta ur fingers and mind by playing his pieces =(

after intermission, i felt like puking and suffocating.
deep breathing didnt help cos my dress is so FRIGGIN TIGHT.
(im starting to think that the blame shud be placed on d dress)


my turn came.
placed the chair properly, wiped my sweaty palms with the hanky.

*chord*

there goes.....


running notes......KANTOI.
sigh.


during d second half of the piece, my throat was feeling so dry, breathing was a prob.
something weird happened too.
my hand muscles started to tense up....that has nvr happened to me b4!!!
darn panicky wei. =(

after finishing d last chord,
ehh not overwhelmed wan.

i was quite disappointed with myself lah.
for me, it was quite a mediocre performance and i wanted to do it again.
even rehearsal was better.
however, that wud not be possible rite? =/ sigh.
anyone wants a free performance? i'll do it with JEANS and SHIRT this time.

some parents came around to congratulate me for pulling the piece off.
some of them made me laugh by asking funny questions lol. (like how many hrs i practise a day, and before exams. i told them that im not really the right person to answer that haha.)

i was still quite moody, din really wanna talk to anyone.
but i was surprised when my teacher said, ''i've always admire her playing...etcetc''.
OH WELL. i noe it was just mediocre =( =( =( =(
and the only reason it amazed d audience was the brilliance of chopin. not me.

*SIGHHHHHS*
at least its now over.
final perfomance in malaysia, for now.
it ended with chopin, my favourite composer; playing my favourite piece, after falling in love with it for d first time at the Malaysian Youth Music Festival competition 2 years ago.


biggest regret : practising for less than a week =/

will post d video ( even though i dont wan to) after getting from my teacher.


still catching my breath.
time to focus on other things now.
KUMON MATHHHHH! shiet. =(
gila banyak expectations.
GRAH.


wow this is a long wordy post.